really hate my depression..... it's gotten worse cuz all I have is my family and they don't…

really hate my depression..... it's gotten worse cuz all I have is my family and they don't understand what runs through my head.... when I first told everyone I'm pregnant they were all happy and there and I wasn't feeling depressed... but in November I fought with my daughter's father, my "best friend" got mad at me for not being there for her, and all my other friends just forgot bout me.... once I ended the relationship with the father my "best friend" still won't talk to me unless my mom asks her to.... I feel so unwanted.... the only thing that's keeping me somewhat floating is my daughter.... I don't think I was born to have friends......