It's rare that I feel good about how I look, I'm always breaking down crying about how I feel so big. I know I'm not that big because compared to how big I was with my first I'm considerably small. I've noticed that at night is when my body decides to give me my "prepare for labor" contractions, I feel a lot of pressure down below and she decides that this is the best time to start wiggling around. Today I broke down crying because of how much pain I'm in, I'll never be free of it till she is born. I don't want to rush her but I'm so done being pregnant.