I'll be honest a Lot has changed since I've gotten pregnant and even tho I like to paint this picture perfect picture I can't and I can no longer hold out to b honest I'm not even really giddy about my pregnancy I was attending my masters program when I got pregnant and I fell In love and decided to keep my baby because I was no stranger to abortion and secretly I did want a child I felt like it was the ultimate level to being a goddesses is being pregnant luckily I have no discomfort at all I'm in my 14 week and I feel and look great but my significant other has changed dramatically or maybe he was always like this and I never noticed the signs he blames the hormones I blame him I won't go into the issues we're having I'm just saying I'm going to church today because I feel like that's the only way I'm going to get a true answer thanks for listening

Love barbie