I'm so excited and at the same time so incredibly petrified about my baby boy. I lost my first son February 25th, 2014 to SIDS. I found him, at 826 am, in his crib, not breathing. It took me so long to accept what happened wasn't anyone's fault. This baby wasn't planned, but is still a blessing and I'm so excited to meet him. I just can't keep myself from worrying and negative thoughts. Not to mention I still haven't gotten anything (AT ALL) for him yet. (Due in July) I have a panic attack every time I try to do actual shopping. I was able to do a little registering with the help and support of a few friends. I feel horrible that I can't do it myself. I still have to register the big items but am trying to wait for my friends schedules to permit them to join me. I'd greatly appreciate you guy's prayers and support during this time since I'm doing it alone. Also If anyone has gently used baby boy items and clothes I'd definitely be interested as well. 💗
Praying for you babe. I can only imagine what you've been through and what you're going through. You're a strong momma & You aren't doing it alone... God is by your side . Even in your darkest moments he will be there ❤
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it

I had to share this picture of Raptor! He is still doing amazing! He has lost a little bit of weight but that's expected! Yesterday was our second time trying to breast feed and he latched and sucked!!! It was so amazing and I am so proud of him!
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Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Thanks ladies! I appreciate it