I finally got a good night sleep these days seem harder and harder ugh soon you will have your bundle of joy 😱 and still won't sleep lol I told my husband you are going to help me I thought I was going insane with my daughter first time mom she was colic I was not sleeping I was already hallucinating the doctor told him dude u need to help her she is going to snap and lose it!!!!! So he let me sleep for three nights so I can get better and I would do the daytime but let me tell ya I'm nervous as hell like what if I fail this time around ect I have no biz having a baby my I U D moved 😱 I wasn't trying ect 😳 but still it happen I love him already and I will be the best mom I can be just like I did for my two teens 😄
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@jaydensmom, haha yea I'm like so done and I do see things and I've been scaring the shit out of myself because I swear I see something but it's in my head....day time or not!!!! My hubby helps me and he sleeps in another room but I just can't like idk why....I don't mind NOT sleeping when baby is here because I have a reason to be awake but right now?! Idk I think I need to talk to my doc cus this insomnia is serious....and it's making me CRAZY ...I'm about to snap on everyone in this house cus there so fkn annoying (except my man cus he's always here for me)