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Crystal
caisner
Crystal
Going though all my photos on my phone and deleting pictures of everything I want to get my baby. I'm not even gonna try and going to force myself with my broken heart I now have not to care because it's apparently a bad thing that I'm getting over excited and bought some stuff for baby. I'm just so darn hurt and heart broken I can't even stop crying. I was soo excited even tho this baby was a complete surprise for I wasn't planning on having another baby for 3 yrs from now. I just neve saw this coming ever. I had such wonderful dreams of a baby room for the first time since with my other kids I didn't have that chance or option because I didn't have the money too.
02.04.2016
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caisner
Thank you so do I
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bbbbb888
@caisner, I'm so sorry to hear that I pray things get better
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caisner
I mean he cooks cleans helps with kids etc but this just blew me away big time
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caisner
Thank u this is my 6th I have 4 girls and my twin boys passed away and doctors believe and say it's a boy but I have to get a second conformation in a few more weeks that's why I want to go all out as well. I always wanted chance to have another boy. it just my husband out of no where broke my heart so bad when he flipped out because everything wasn't working out right with ordering some things etc. I never thought he would call me selfish etc and spoiled brat etc and that I'm getting to over excited and buying things way too soon etc and to just wait a while. I have paid all bills and made sure everyone else has gotten every thing they want and need because I care and want them hubby and kids to be happy but as soon I I did this ordering stuff for baby and getting my hair done etc I become selfish and a spoiled brat etc @carlitojrmami then later on apologies and says I don't want u to wait to buy things for the baby before he is born. I want u to buy new things for the baby and set the baby's room up but it's like he hurt me so bad screaming at me in front of the kids it's like my heart is so broken and doesn't want to anymore it's like he has pushed me emotionally far with this argument
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bbbbb888
@caisner, then go all out if you can and want to it's your choice . I seen someone with no kids and planning to have a baby and already has baby stuff set up . it doesn't matter what others think . congrats on carrying your 3rd baby 😊
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caisner
For a long while and told everyone with my last baby I'd I get pregnant again I want to go all out since I didn't have money before
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caisner
This is my last baby and I wanted to go all out for once for the first time like I have planned
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mw1620
maria·Мама троих детей
Ik the feeling
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