it's such a struggle being stressed, in a state with no family or friends. I want a cigarette so…

of you decide to smoke pump before and wait 3 hours before you feed

@jozell01, ik I have to wait. didn't know 3 hours through. I have milk stored as well but I don't want to pic up the habit. I'm in med school and u can't smoke in the medical field. it's just hard to kick the cravings and it's been a year since I've stopped