So when I had my appointment on Tuesday, my doctor checked if I was dilated at all- I'm only 1 cm dilated. Not surprised, but anyway, he asked if I've felt any type of contractions or anything and I told him not at all- I've only had bad pelvic pain from my hips spreading. He replies with, 'You most likely just have a high pain tolerance.' 🤔🤔🤔 That made me giggle because my monthly period pains were so bad I couldn't walk.
That's how my period pains were.. I was bawled up in a ball crying bc of my cramps. But when I was in labor for 31 hours with my son, I could walk through my labor pains until I was dilated to about a 6. Lol.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I woke up today to a HUGE pain in my lower back but only on my left side that was accompanied by a pain of period cramps. I've never had a pain that bad.. I sat up and laid down and it wouldn't go away. Could I be going into labor?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .
Lol. It really is bc I'm a poo when it comes to pain but I made it through my labor pains and got to an 8 and they said I had to have a c section bc my hips wouldn't separate. 😒 But now pregnant with Baby #2, they're saying I might could have a vaginal delivery.