So stressed out, I have a strong feeling that baby girl will come sonner than my due date. & I'm…

So stressed out, I have a strong feeling that baby girl will come sonner than my due date. & I'm struggling to get everything for her and of course my dumb ass husband spent ALL the money we had saved up for her all i have is a few hundred that i got from our family for my baby shower. we didn't get much from our baby shower. At least his mom is buying the crib. I just want to kill him, i just dont understand how he could be so irresponsible and when i asked him about it he really didnt seem to care. so to make sure that i have money to get what my daughter needs i have to get a job as soon as she comes and it will probably be a crap job and most if my money will go to a care taker! I'm just so tired of it all. He is the one that wanted to have a baby! I'm sorry ladies but i really dont have anyone to vent to.