so in love with my son but things are getting so much harder with his father. I decided to break up with him last night because he just hasnt been the same he was beyond amazing at the hospital with me and the baby but but now he doesnt wake up at night and I take care of the baby 24/7. all he does is work and play his stupid xbox. he doesnt help me at all with the baby. I ask for help at night and He just turns around. I cant continue this. if he cant be there for us why the hell would I want to stay. now he keeps crying saying "I dont want to loose you guys." well he should have thought of that before. I will stay living with him and his grandparents till I get a job and enough money for the baby and I to move out then im gone. we will see how we do custody but I would be damned if he thinks he will have the baby over night. his ass doesn't wake up at all.

im just so tired of this... so much for almost being together for 7 years I really thought that we were strong enough but he clearly doesn't want our little family.