It's been a hard night ..3am I woke up .. Reminded that my Ex left me 6 months ago ... He's a cop…

It's been a hard night ..3am I woke up .. Reminded that my Ex left me 6 months ago ... He's a cop who says he's going to get joint custody that's if he is his... The hurt will never go away and I try and be strong for my son but sometimes I feel so alone it's hard to not cry ..😢