Ugh. I wish hed just get over himself and understand what I am going through. I totally get hes been…

Ugh. I wish hed just get over himself and understand what I am going through. I totally get hes been working 28 days straight now that hes the only mechanic at the zoo but why take shit out on me? I am going through hell too. I am pregnant and sitting outside for over 8 hours a days in the humidity and heat. I dont get to sit in a shop with ac or get food and drinks whenever. I am stuck at a ride with annoying ass people and not to mention I have a baby playing with my insides. Between having to pee all the time and having these cramps under my belly every time I walk anywhere I just want to through my hands in the air and give up entirely but I know damn well I got a baby replying on me every second. He says he loves me to death to our coworkers but doesnt show it to me at home at all anymore. Its all ways the same shit just a different day and its getting old af.