Falling into a depression. I have gone through so much stress and heartache during this pregnancy. I'm so scared I won't be able to develop a connection with her bc of it. I have usually had dreams about my kids by now and I haven't with her. I feel her move so tht hasn't been a issue. Just no dream...
I always have had dreams of wht gender and wht the baby would look like. I have had zero dreams.
Trust me I'm trying. And I knw tht, however, this is baby number 6 I even had a dream of the baby I lost.
I haven't really had dreams either. Just when I found out, I dreamt of a girls name so I knew I was having a girl. But I had a total of 3-4 dreams about my baby and they're usually the unsettled ones. So don't feel bad.
I can relate! I'm due in 3 weeks and it's just been a rough pregnancy I'm not even excited. Pm me if you wish to vent
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@mommyx2g, thank u. I'm just scared tht the moment she comes out I won't have tht motherly connection bc of wht is going on in my life right now.