yesterday while I was washing my sons bottles out my mom (being drunk) thought it pulls be funny to…

yesterday while I was washing my sons bottles out my mom (being drunk) thought it pulls be funny to put a cigarette in my 3 month old sons hand , and when I turned around he was trying to put it in his mouth . I snatched the cigarette away from him scaring him which cause him to cry and I broke it . I almost lost my religion yesterday and after I got done snapping out on my mom she apologized and said well at least it wasn't lit 😠😠😠😠 I swear I need to move asap