Recently a friend of mine and her husband told us that they are trying to get pregnant!!! I'm super happy for them!! But they were just barely married in December and I know that once they actually get pregnant I'm gonna have a hard time and they are our only married friends that don't have kids!!!! Also I'm in Cosmo school right now and there's his 19 yr old girl that just started dating this guy less Han a month ago and is pregnant!!! I've been trying to get pregnant for 11 years!!!!! I just don't understand!!'l!!!! I wish I could tell people how I feel when they talk about their pregnancies and possibilities!!!! Most of the time I just wanna drive my car off a cliff in the mountains!!!!