I don't know how to go on from this. Every day gets harder and harder. All I want to do is lay in…

get up and move ! get that baby out

@deckroth2001, I had my beautiful baby girl on March 5th, and she passed away on March 19th.

I am so sorry to hear that. my blessings and prayers with you!

Jesus they havent done anything yet and you are 42 weeks?

sending prayers 👏 ☝ ☝

I'm so sorry, you are in my thoughts.

@daniellethomson, her daughter passed away from an infection two weeks after birth :/

.. Oh.. I feel horrible now that I know that.. Im so sorry.. 😢 No one deserves to go through this

Thank you @canaryv For helping me understand this post.

I can't even imagine..... im so sorry hun. prayers going up for you!

@daniellethomson, sorry, I didn't really specify what I was talking about.

Thank you everyone. I feel like this is the only place I can talk about it because everyone else expects me to be strong but I'm falling apart.

No one should be told to be strong. Sucking it up is probably the worst thing. You need to be able to vent. It hurts more unless you get it out. 😦

So sorry :( praying for you

I'm so incredibly heart broken reading this 😞. I'm so sorry, I wish there was something I could do or say. Try to stay strong. It's ok to cry and fall apart as long as you don't stop taking care of yourself. You and your angel are in my thoughts

@emkasting, thank you! It's so hard to be strong. I feel like it's all my fault even though there was nothing I could have done.

Exactly. Even though I haven't been in your situation I do know what it's like to beat myself up for something that was actually out of my control. Of course I'm not gonna tell you to forget about it, that is the last thing you could and should do. Let yourself feel sad but try as hard as possible to not let yourself feel guilt. If you need anyone to talk to you can always message me. Even though there's nothing I can say that will fix it, I know that having someone to talk to when you're in a bad situation can at least help. everything WILL be okay, even though it may seem like the end of the world right now.