Long update:

yesterday I went from having very high BP to having highish BP the hospital monitored me yesterday but in the end let me go home and have me on moderate bed rest, in that process my doctor came and spoke with me and told me what we were told was a hole in Jaxen's little heart has healed up but was quickly followed by bad news that his intestines are swollen and he has spots on his liver... today I'm headed into a high risk doc and they are going to be running more tests and doing a sono for 2/3 hours to see exactly what will happen once he is born... I'm just so nervous I want him to stay in forever until he is healthy and they don't have any bad news for me. I also elected to have another c - section but I'm having a lot of anxiety over the VBAC. here's hoping to going the full 5 weeks I have left!