TMI...seriously. Read at ur own risk lmao. Normally I would never post anything like this anywhere…

TMI...seriously. Read at ur own risk lmao. Normally I would never post anything like this anywhere but you know...whatever.

So now that my roommates have moved out my boyfriend has been a lot more relaxed. Which I really enjoy! He's also been a lot more spontaneous and so we've had sex a lot more. Which is great! I'm liking it. We've had sex 3 or 4 times since my roommates moved out not even a week ago and it used to be 1 time a week or every two weeks.

Anyway, this bitch decides he wants to decide to do it while we're in the kitchen. On the brand new kitchen table! Like, are you crazy? This kitchen is clean. This table is CLEAN. You could eat off of this floor. This room is PURE. Nah. Not on my brand new table. Anyway so we go to the room and we're, you know, and he decides he wants to put it in mah butt. 😰 Now, I don't mind it every now and again. He's got a butt fetish so I'm used to it. However I'm really only comfortable with it if it's planned or if I initiate it. But he was already heading for it and if I said no we would have to stop bc you can't put it in your butt and then back in your vagina. That's how you get BV. So I was like whatever, I'll just go along with it, ugh. But I forgot I had been constipated so I was a lil embarrassed bc it was probably a little messier than it would have normally been had he not surprised me. So we take a shower, whatever, it was kinda weird you know, I'm a lil insecure bc I wasn't prepared. And then we go visit his brother AND HE TOLD HIS BROTHER THAT HE PUT IT IN MAH BUTT. 😭😭😭😭

Anyway, it was rougher than normal so everything is sore and probably bleeding a lil bit and all I could think of while I was waiting for him to get done was "I really hope I don't get hemorrhoids.." 😐😐 I'm afraid to poop now 😞

idk where I was going with this. if you read all this don't bitch at me bc there is a warning at the top. I don't know if I need advice or a hug or some lotion for my butt. I feel kinda violated even though he really didn't force me to do anything?? I coulda said no but I wanted to keep going. Idk...