I have never been so unhappy in my entire life. I hate waking up every day. I absolutely despise it. My boyfriend treats me like shit, he won't let me drive to go any where. I'm so tired. I would rather die than be with him anymore & I'm trapped. I have no where to go. It is the worst feeling in the entire world.
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There are women's shelters that are honestly not too bad and they will take you and your baby and help you get on your feet.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)
Tick on my vag!!!!
Ahhhh! Every fricking time I go outside, I get a tick on me! Ugh!! I'm so over those nasty little buggers and it's only the first week of May! Are they this bad where you live? (I'm in VA)
I am FREAKING out. I told my therapist I smoke marijuana to help with morning sickness, and she reported me to her supervisor. They referred me to their drug clinic on the 11th, and I'm so nervous because when they drug test me and if it's positive, I already have an ACS case and they will report me to my worker. My friend suggested Niacin, 500mg twice a day for two weeks, but I'm nervous if it's safe for the baby. I'm going to drink a gallon of water a day and try to ingest vinegar....ladies I'...
dont ever allow someone that much control over your life. think about that baby of yours. allow her to be your strength. will you ever accept her feeling the way you do today. If you need help getting out, ask for it. there are many programs out there to help women in your situation. if you can feel that way and even wright it out... it is gone way to far. get out now!!! im here if you need to chat. reach for help