Kinda upset because they checked me at 35 weeks and my cervix was still closed but I had to see a different doctor for my 36 week appointment and they didn't bother to check me. I was supposed to have another appointment next week (since I'm into my weekly appointments now) but my doctor didn't have any openings next week, so I won't be going back until my 38 week check up!!! Kind of upset, since I should be having weekly appointments at this far along! Now I won't know if I'm dilating until 2 weeks before my due date and for all we know, baby could come before then anyways!!!! Ugh, just mad.
Dilation doesn't always matter. My mom wasn't dilated at all when she went into labor with me. But once she got to the hospital she dilated like crazy. Don't stress too much! Just try to relax and your baby will be here when they're ready.