rant..

so at my first apt. for the baby the doctor said that I would have to go back in two weeks to make sure the baby is growing... I've been so worried about it. I go back on April fools :( haha very funny what a horrible day to find out

but since then I've had two dreams one where I was in a ultra and I saw the baby moving and saw the heartbeat

the second one was that I was fine and my sickness and depression had gone away since the dream apt.