So I had a conversation with my mom and I realized that she may not be able to be here for the birth…

So I had a conversation with my mom and I realized that she may not be able to be here for the birth of my son and honestly it scares me a little. Let me take that back, it scares me a lot. If my mom isn't there I kinda don't know what to do. My nana won't be there either cause she's going out of town. I am getting nervous because I need my mom there and if she's not I may freak out when I go into labor. Who is going to be there to tell me it's ok and that Zyaire is counting on me? I'm sure I'll have support but it's different when it comes from your mom.