My heart hurts so much. Yesterday was my baby shower. I got so many presents, and I was so happy that so many people…

My heart hurts so much. Yesterday was my baby shower. I got so many presents, and I was so happy that so many people love my son that's can be here any day now. But our kitty Nani who had a tumor in her small intestine for sometime now looked horrible when we got home and we rushed her to the animal ER. It was Nanis time to go, she was in so much pain and we had to put her down so she wouldnt have to struggle any more. 9 wonderful years you gave us Nani . She was my first pet ad taught me so much about responsibility, and is a big reason as to why I be believe I can even have this baby and be a good mom to my son. Please pray for me. Especially my mother, whom Nani was closest with. A piece of my mother died with our kitty last night and she just needs prayers and the strength from God to get through this. All this anxiety has me worried I'll make myself go into labor. It went for so much joy to so much pain. Nani left us on the first day of spring, spring is the beginning of new life. I hope it just means that the new life of my son will be happening soon.