Nothing kills me more than seeing my baby girl's daddy and he doesn't even ask about how she or I'm doing, but always tells me that he's gonna be a part of her life 😭😭
Sorry, Idk if that makes any sense because I'm so upset.
Doctor rant.
Okay, someone correct me if I'm wrong but I'm mad.
3 centimeters dilated so far & they are keeping me. I'm in so much pain! Omg.😭😭😭
I have been crying for the last hour because shit is getting real and I'm fucking scared! it's gonna hurt and that's what scares me the most. Idk of I can do this! I'm not built for this I'm not strong enough to handle this. ugh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Tell me I'm not seeing things!!?????
The more I think about it, the more I wonder if it's because I still have so much hope and faith in him that things will work out