everyone keeps pointing out the fact of how much Hollie moves, and says oh she'd be doing that inside of you oh here let me rub your baby weight as if she's still inside or points out the fact that I'm still having baby weight like she wasn't to be here yet, or saying oh I had it easy with her being so small, I wasnt but 5cm dialated I couldn't so read enough that the drs had to hold my lady parts open so she'd come out without getting stuck or hurt. it makes me break down and cry every time I feel like I failed hee