So my little girl will be here Monday (hopefully since im being induced) and my dad and sisters know but my mother…

oh yea. I asked is there anyway I could visit her even if its once a year I want to see her grow in person an see the little lady she will be. they are completely fine with and encourage me to take photos of me an her dad for her to see and learn who we are

You are doing the right thing. If you believe in your heart that you wouldn't be able to give your baby what you need to then you need to listen to yourself and follow your gut instinct, as hard as that may be. And from what I read you're gonna get to see her grow up right?

thank you @emkasting its been a journey so far I just hope it stays a easy forgiving journey

What you chose for your daughter takes such insane emotional strength, strength I cannot even fathom myself. You are doing a wonderful thing. Both for your child and for the family that will parent her. You're a beautiful soul ❤️

thank you @kala_elise I'm trying to be atleast

thank you @justmarriedhavingaboy I mean I have my crying episodes but I will get visits an photos the family has said they want us to be part of her life that when she's older they will let her know who we are and give her the letters we wrote so she knows we done it out of love and not to just give up.

You're a strong and beautiful soul... Sending love and positivity your way!

I'm so sorry but you are so strong to be able to handle that. I don't know if I could. your a really great mom to do that instead of other options or letting her go with out. sending hugs to you!!

@justmarriedhavingaboy, me and her dad talked and our budget and living circumstances are not on stable ground some times we slide by on final notices or go without food to make sure we can pay a bill. and we decided adoption was a way for her to go to a family that has everything she needs and she will never have to worry or go without. I mean my family has a big heart but they won't watch her while I work and his family smokes in teir house and I would rather not put her in that and I could not afford daycare. This adoption is something I've prayed on an been consulted on before I went through

If you wanna talk message me anytime

Why are you giving her up? That must have been a really hard decision and hard to deal with...