So a little vent session!
I am feeling down... It's not depression because my little peanut makes me the happiest mommy ever when I'm with her but with my husband living down south on base and I'm here living my life and taking care of Emma but I have both my family and his family here to help! I feel him and I are loosing it that we don't talk as much and I'm not feeling he's attracted to me the same way as before... He tells me everyday he loves Emma and I and how he misses us and always asks if anything is wrong but I don't want to tell him that I feel we are drifting apart and it's killing me because I love him so much and I want everything to be so much better. Then when I tell him I'm just feeling down because we don't talk as much and that I just miss him and he says it'll all be better when he comes home and what not. Any ladies who can relate?? #USMCwife
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Florida must be nice !! I only been there once it was amazing ! @meilin91
@meilin91, well he's only has a year left unless re enlistment is in our future then we will move to Virginia but the plan is to head to Connecticut to really start our family together!
@meilin91, thank you for the advice. I'm just going to talk to him about it when he comes home for Easter then ! it really helps hearing from an outside person if you know what I mean!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I'm so scared I'm going to go through PPD, I been so sad lately and it's mainly about my 18 month old. I feel like I'm failing him as a mom because he rather go to my mom than me and he don't like to come to me as much since the baby been born. Now he has his moments where he get mad and hit at the baby , of course I pop him and tell him that's a no no and not to fight his brother. I feel like I'm failing as a mom to him sometimes.
Creeped out!
A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
@meilin91, thank you 😊