I know. I personally had to move on. Still hard cause i love him. But god knows why hes not in our lives anymore. Your beautiful and Im sure things will work out the way they are ment to be!
Im sorry :( its never easy. My ex of 9yrs left when our second son was 2 minths of for a older women with 7 children and 2 grand kids. So its heart breaking when the person you live wants to leave!