I know. I personally had to move on. Still hard cause i love him. But god knows why hes not in our lives anymore. Your beautiful and Im sure things will work out the way they are ment to be!
We've only been married a year but he's my best friend and I don't want to be with out him @luvmyboyz
Im sorry :( its never easy. My ex of 9yrs left when our second son was 2 minths of for a older women with 7 children and 2 grand kids. So its heart breaking when the person you live wants to leave!