I am so flustered..this pregnancy has been one weird thing after another. i have delivered 2 times all naturally. And that was deffinetly my plan this time as i completely do not want an epidural. with that being said i have had a very high risk pregnancy. i left the high risk dr today after finding out she wants me to deliver 2 weeks from now @36 weeks. anytime b4 is more risky for him. but afrer is risky for me. so she wants me to have a c-section. because he is very large and keeps growing and she is concerned with his delivery being safe for either of us. i am so upset!!! this is by far the last thing i want. just want to burst into tears. ughggg