I think because I struggled with infertility for so long & this little baby was an honest to goodness unexpected miracle…
I think because I struggled with infertility for so long & this little baby was an honest to goodness unexpected miracle that I tend to hesitate on a lot of things. Every time I go in for an ultrasound, it's like I stop breathing until I hear the heartbeat or see her kick. Right now, I'm working with my mom & cousin on my baby shower & I can't help but worry that all of this is going to be in vain & something is going to go wrong. I'm making all of her nursery decor & I'm so excited to get started, but then I hesitate & decide to wait until the next ultrasound. I'm seriously frustrated & angry with myself. I pray every single time I close my eyes for God to keep his arms around my baby protecting her, helping her grow, & keeping her healthy. I know it's all in His hands & I have faith that He wouldn't give me this miracle baby after so long just to take her away, but worry keeps creeping in. Sorry for the rant... I just don't like upsetting my hubby with all my worries because I know he has his own set of worries. Just needed to get it out.
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It's totally normal. I had 3 losses in 13 months before we got pregnant this with this guy. I'm 34 weeks tomorrow and still worry about loosing him everyday. It gets better and more real when you start feeling the kicks and hiccups regularly. My mom had tried to take me baby clothes shopping around Christmas time and I wasn't ready. Just yesterday we went and bought a whole bunch of stuff. My baby shower was just this past Sunday and I got really emotional when I saw all the people there who have been so supportive thru the whole process. If you're only 17 weeks and you don't feel comfortable prepping for your shower then don't. You still have time. Do things at you pace when you feel comfortable.
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