Raptor is doing GREAT!! He is off of everything (as you can see :)) except for a feeding tube and an IV!! I got discharged today so I could get to my baby boy! I got to hold him skin to skin and it was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Ssssoooo funny!!

My 5 year old told me today that I can no long call him Tyler, I must refer to him as "Big T"!!! Hahaha!

Today we had to say goodbye and tomorrow ill have you home with us again. I love you, my baby. You're absolutely perfect. They let me hold him till I was ready. I would have stayed the night but my mom told me to kiss him and love him and walk out and now he is my angel baby.

Today I got the biggest surprise of my life!