So I was at L&D yesterday since 2 pm... didn't leave until 10:30 almost 11. We had our doctor's appointment and I went from 1 cm to 3 cm. My doctor told me to go straight to the hospital. When I got there is was 3.5 cm then 2 hours later I was 4 cm... so he decided to admit me but since my contractions weren't strong enough and I didn't dilate at all at 4 cm I had to go home. I was so upset since I wanted to meet my son but I prayed about and in due time he will be here soon. The nurse didn't give me pitocin to kick start anything because it's illegal to do that before 39 weeks unless I'm getting induced. My doctor just told me to call and schedule an appointment for Monday and we'll go from there if he doesn't come by this week. On the bright side while I was using the restroom it felt all slimy and I thought I had tissue stuck in me and it wasn't. I pulled out my mucus plug that was hanging out. lol my husband freaked out.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
It's so sad. I invited my daughter's father to the ultrasound today. He showed up. He didn't even want to sit next to me. He didn't acknowledge me in the waiting room. During the ultrasound he was on his phone. It ended, and he gave me a hug and told me he was going to go see Star Wars right after my appointment. All he asked was "how do you know if the baby is going to be cute or not?"
It's unbelievable. He doesn't care. It's ok if he doesn't care about me, but the baby. It hurts. So now I'm dr...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...
I wish I had friends that I could go out with and take our kids out to play or aquariums or something lol me and my kids are always in the house.. It would be nice to go out sometimes 😆
yay now both our plugs are out @simplybrit22. lol