when there's certain people in your immediate family (in laws and blood) that you can't stand bcuz of decisions they make (drug addictions and just overall mental health) and then look at your babies and could literally cry bcuz they have the same blood flowing through their veins. example: my MIL is an alcoholic and I have finally put my foot down and have removed her from my childrens life for good (unless she really changes her life for long enough to make me believe it) and I'm at the point I can't stand her but I want to cry when I look at my children bcuz her blood is in their veins and it drives me insane and theres nothing I can do about it... like there's part of her in my kids and it just hit me hard and I cannot get it out of my head and I'm so annoyed by it right now #PregnancyHormonesAreStrongTonight