Ughhh I'm so hungry but my blood sugar is 118. 118 after being steadily at 60 so I took half a glucose tab. This is why I avoid treating lows. Bumped my basal rate back up. Clearly I'm coming down with something and I'm stressed out taking care of my sick toddler. I would win worst mother, but I'm so irritable and she keeps shoving her hands down my shirt or pulling my shirt up and her fingernails are short but still razor sharp. And she's super whiney because she's sick. And I should be understanding and compassionate but instead I want to lock myself in a room by myself and eat until I'm sick. Dear God, please give me patience and help me see Christ in my daughter.... I just want to run away and cry or scream or SOMETHING
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my son has been sick ALLLLL day and last night..he will be 2 next month so he doesn't talk much yet and he has cried and yelled "no" all day long and has been pulling up my shirt yelling at the baby to "come out" and then wanting to be held but then pushing me and melting off my lap onto the floor then crying bcuz I'm not holding him... he's been so opposite of what he usually is...I hate when he's sick.. he was running a 103 fever in the middle of the night and hallucinating...he's finally asleep now and I can still hear him yelling and screaming in my head...hang in there your not alone I promise
Thanks :/ hope your son feels better! My daughter and I are sleeping in the recliner tonight because she can't lay flat without hacking out a lung and sounding like she's drowning. Between her waking up every half or so and me being terribly uncomfortable, I'll consider us lucky if we get even a few hours of sleep. I'm so sleep deprived I can't think straight. Desperately trying to think of someone that would be willing to come over and watch her for a little tomorrow so I can sleep but with her sick I don't know who would watch her