Last night was the first night in over a year we didn't use any protection. Both of us were nervous. I don't think he's exactly ready for another baby and I'm not 100% sure that I am but I guess we need to be at this point. He messaged me this morning asking if I regretted not using anything and I told him I didn't and he says he doesn't but I'm scared he does. Because it was a very big deal for both of us.