I have so much going on lately I don't know how I'm supposed too deal with everything on my own. I've been putting up this huge front so nobody sees how much I'm really stressing out, and so my kids don't see mommy down but I'm honestly just falling apart now ☹️☹️
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I'm looking through my photos and I found one of my SO and I. I'm now thinking about how obsessed with him I am. I wanna see you and your man! Go! 😊
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I'm pretty sure I don't have much bloating anymore and my bump feels so big. 😆
bebaaa 👑✨·
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I hope the same for you 😕 @erikar1216
Erika·
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something been having me up for the week and don't want them to notice it. I hope things get better for you soon.
bebaaa 👑✨·
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That's exactly how I feel I rather they see me as strong but there's so much coming at me so quick and all at once it's getting more difficult too keep a sting face 😔 @erikar1216
Erika·
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I understand. I want cry and everything but I don't want me kids to see mommy being sad.