well I have applied so many places.. I am hoping for the best, but it's getting really hard to remain positive.. I have so much to do in so little time and my job not working me enough to survive is just not helping my stress levels at all..
which happens to be 9/10 times searching for a job... bipolar is such a monster.
GOD IT MAKES APPLYING & INTERVIEWING SO HARD WHEN DEPRESSION LINGERS...
thank you @zoocourtmama ! I am just feeling depressed lately because of all this crap.. I hate it!!
i feel for you... there will be a breakthrough soon! hold on tight!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@zoocourtmama, you can say that again!!