Feeling emotional. I had my ex's niece on my fb still. I went on her page she always has the cutest…

Feeling emotional. I had my ex's niece on my fb still. I went on her page she always has the cutest things. So I see my ex and his gf with my kids it was his gf saying my little family. Then how good he treats her, all this stuff he buys her and she's so in love with him. I was so abused by him. He hit me choked me punched me threw me across room TMI. Raped me and verbally abused me while pregnant and after my kids in front of them. I called cops once and ended up dropping charges because I had no where to go and he said he'd go after my family. My point is he is a frickn Monster in my eyes and always will be. How is it he's suddenly changed! Was I just weak?! 😭😭😭 sorry had to vent