Gave birth to my son yesterday afternoon.. I don't really know how to take care of him. I thought motherly instincts would kick in as soon as I gave birth :/
yes dont worry its natural with your first, i was 17 when i had my first and i didnt hold her the first day when i had her, to be honest they didnt kick in till 4days later after i got home. dont stress it tho you'll get them and get a hang of motherhood
Unfortunately they don't, you earn them over time. It's difficult, but you adapt and it does get easier. Keep your head up about it though! Don't let it get you down, we all had to go through it. Babies don't come with instructions!