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Sometimes I feel so invisible... I feel like I am pretty much raising Sky on my own not financially but physically because I pretty much am.. I wish my Fiance was there more, he is in his slow season so isn't work too much right now, but I still have to put up a fight with him almost every time just to go wash bottles of simple things like that. I get lucky if I can talk him into changing her diaper! I ask if he can put a load of laundry in for me and he tells me it's MY job I ask him why it's just my job?! he tells me because he "works"( which if he did work EVERY SINGLE DAY, I may feel a bit different) and makes the money. Apparently I don't do anything all day but take care of our daughter while you play video games or frisbee golf! which I don't mind when we go to the park for him to play because we get out of the house for a bit. but it would be nice if he changed a diaper more than once every few months or having to fight him to do it or offer to wash the bottles. the simple things to help would amazing!
plus I feel so unloved also ,almost anything I say can piss him off. anybody but me can make him happy it seems :(
sorry for the rant. just needed to get it out and no where else to vent to
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@jazzy_kruger, girl im right there with you!! Ive got 2 kids with my fiance and he is gone from 4:00am-5:30pm every day. He comes home and sits in the bathroom for 2 hours playing games on his phone. We eat most nights around 8-8:30(he is still playing his games) i shower both kids, get them ready for bed, feed our baby, put the kids in bed and make sure they stay there. While he lays in bed playin his game until 11:00pm. Im beyond frustrated with him. Even when i was working 6pm-6am, i still bathed the kids before i went to work, made dinner, premade bottles, made his lunch. So alls he had to do was feed them and put them to bed but that was too much apparently. We are constantly fighting because he never spends his time with us. He says "its the only time i have all day to be on my phone" well hunny its the only time all day you see us too! Thanks for putting your phone first!! I told him he needs to step up or step out. Im not with him because i need him to support me or us. Im with him because i want to but thats slowly disappearing :(. Sorry. Didnt mean to rant onto your rant. Just know youre not alone!
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