Rant;
Sometimes I feel so invisible... I feel like I am pretty much raising Sky on my own not financially but physically because I pretty much am.. I wish my Fiance was there more, he is in his slow season so isn't work too much right now, but I still have to put up a fight with him almost every time just to go wash bottles of simple things like that. I get lucky if I can talk him into changing her diaper! I ask if he can put a load of laundry in for me and he tells me it's MY job I ask him why it's just my job?! he tells me because he "works"( which if he did work EVERY SINGLE DAY, I may feel a bit different) and makes the money. Apparently I don't do anything all day but take care of our daughter while you play video games or frisbee golf! which I don't mind when we go to the park for him to play because we get out of the house for a bit. but it would be nice if he changed a diaper more than once every few months or having to fight him to do it or offer to wash the bottles. the simple things to help would amazing!

plus I feel so unloved also ,almost anything I say can piss him off. anybody but me can make him happy it seems :(

sorry for the rant. just needed to get it out and no where else to vent to