I will do that, I just started keeping stuff written in my notes section :) I hope things make sense soon!! I have another trick up my sleeve. I seen a home conception kit at CVS, I'm going to buy it I think and try it this month.

absolutely, TTC is a difficult process. ... I have friends that have gone through it. ...sometimes its ok to give into our emotions, journal, meditate, if you are religious then pray 🙏.... keeping things in isn't healthy .... write it all out so whenever you get to your goal you can look back and say "Wow! I was so strong!,... look at all I went through"...we never know why things happen but sometimes after they do we can make sense of why things go the way they do. ...

Thank you, the more positivity I recover the better I feel to keep going. I don't have people to talk to about my feelings of this TTC process. Wanting to keep it hush hush for a "surprise". My husband doesn't feel the way I feel, I have a disorder that makes me feel things deeper than the average person. Like the saying "Don't cry over spilt milk", well I do. Lol, and then later realize that it was just milk. I'll try resetting while on my period to be prepared for my fertile week. I appreciate the positive vibes :)!!!! @momofthreee

alot of women say that they got pregnant when they stopped trying. sending you positive vibes! sometimes a physical/mental reset helps such as a body cleanse, clean eating, etc. idk what you have tried, just trying offer some positivity☺