I never realized how messed up my head was until I stopped masking the pain with illegal substances.…
I never realized how messed up my head was until I stopped masking the pain with illegal substances. I've never had a drug problem. I was never hooked and dependent on anything but it was always nice to fall back on something. Had a shitty day, I should probably get faded, pills destroy lives, but I miss being able to forget about the pain
jessica·
Мама дочки (2 года)
I know it's hard, know many people in the same situation. Just have to believe in yourself and after you get over the hump of bein clean for awhile, promise you will feel a completely different high of being yourself:)
missing365user·
Мама подростка
I'm just so tired of feeling like I need to run away from my problems. it's been like this for like 8 years, it'll never change @jessd1988 I just want to be content with where I'm at and what I'm doing.
Melody·
Мама сына (4 года), беременна (16 нед.)
Try to say positive affirmations every day, talk to yourself. You'll pull through, you just need to find new ways to calm yourself.
jessica·
Мама дочки (2 года)
speaking from someone with experience as well, honestly you need a good support system behind you that's a huge part of being clean. surround yourself with people who want the same things as you. If your not ready to stop it won't work, you have to mentally prepare yourself. You can message me if you ever need to talk
Isha Lena Broadway·
В ожидании первенца
I used to be in the EXACT same situation. But I was definitely addicted.. on some days I would practically kill to get high and forget about everything.. But after almost 3 years, it's slowly getting easier and easier to not want the pills. Good luck to you mama. it DOES get easier.. you just have to stay strong ❤
Emmy·
В ожидании первенца
your stronger than me mama, I Still haven't quit smoking .
Emmy·
В ожидании первенца
but I love you and I'm here for you always. @kaylaweilert
missing365user·
Мама подростка
@emmyann33, I smoke maybe 3 times a day, when I first get up and before bed, hardly ever before work. I don't even count that because it doesn't mask any pain, it doesn't take me away from reality, if anything it stabilizes me from dumb thoughts @emmyann33 I'm just tired of unneeded stress
Emmy·
В ожидании первенца
I totally feel you. I've been so stressed trying to get back on our feet with all of our bills & rent over due & no car. it's crazy how much life falls apart before it all falls together. I just feel like my son is coming quick and I am no where near ready. @kaylaweilert
missing365user·
Мама подростка
I'm ready for the baby, but I too need to be on my feet first. my kid won't go without but everything else is just getting worse