pooping when you're close to your due date is the most challenging thing on Earth. -___-

ugh.. yes.

Lol why???

spent about 5 minutes slow pushing because I wasn't sure if I was pooping or giving birth. doesn't help when you're already dilated and baby is pushing down..

@xbbycolletto I'm like fuck it I'm not doing this shit today I'll just sit here til my legs go numb and it comes out

@desirechild there's a lot of pressure in that area and it's really uncomfortable and scary sometimes.. I'll bleed or get horrible cramps just trying

@gypsy.soul2, I'm at that point where if it ain't happening after two pushes. I may as well call it a day and hope I get a sensation later that I can poop. I got way too much pressure in my ass and my vagina to be trying to poop and struggling with it. with my luck my water would break the minute I kept trying to force it out. 😂

hahahah omg I felt like that earlier.. I texted zach and said "I'm afraid to look bc idk if I just shit or birthed our son" hahahah @xbbycolletto

I get so terrified. lol that's when I start eating shit high in fiber so it makes it somewhat easier! but I'm starting to get that loose stool now. something tells me I maaaay be right around the corner. you better be next!

my next appt isn't til the 16th lol. really shocked but my Dr is super chill. I prefer registered already I just haven't gotten down there to sign the papers which I can just do when I go in for labor haha like my first time. The only thing that told me I was about to be in labor was when my mucus plug kept coming out.. like just a continuous line everytime I wiped.. I legit stayed in the bathroom for an hour bc I couldn't get a clean wipe.. and then a few hours later I thought I had to poop and then contractions hit.. can you believe gateway told me to wait.. pssshhh glad I didn't @xbbycolletto

man gateway had me in l&d all day yesterday. they went ahead and registered me. but during a contraction one woman yelled at me for not going through the er and I lost my cool on her like...oh god. they kept me there all day due to contractions but couldn't do anything more for me bc Im 37 weeks and I wasn't dialaiting so... I'm on bed rest til Thursday when I meet my ob's secondary ob in the office and she's gonna check to see if any progress had gone about. but I'm STILL contracting. so I got this feeling... IDK why. but I think Monday or this weekend coming up might be baby time. that's if I dilate any. so far I'm still not even dialated. but a nurse tried saying my ob was wrong about my effacement. she said I wasn't effaced and I'm like oh no no. I'm 60 percent effaced, don't try and upset me anymore than I am now with all this stupid pressure!

I swear I thought my ass and my vagina were gonna fall off, yesterday at gateway

lol yeah the contractions are rough and they get stronger closer to push time BUT it's bearable (: just gotta remember to breathe! & tell any nurse to leave that you want @xbbycolletto

Uhh it really is. It gets stuck I swear !