Rant:

I'm so tired of holding my emotions in and just having a emotional break down, I do at least once a day. I just feel like no one cares about how I feel. I wish my situation was better. I'm pretty much an at home baby sitter for my parents then I'm watching my nephew because "daycare is too expensive" (so his parents say) No ones making my pregnancy any easier. They all look at me crazy like I'm not human or something. Then also not having my daughters father around really gets to me even more. In a way I feel like km being taken advantage of. I keep telling myself that I really need to get it together for my baby and move out.. but I know I'll get a lot of mess for that and I'll never hear the end. I know my mom has my back and she also doesn't want me to move out. she doing everything in her power to keep me at home.

Just everything annoys me, wanting my baby girl here, being around kids all day, it's just draining.