Not even sure if me trying to hold my family together is even worth it anymore. I'm so tired of…

Not even sure if me trying to hold my family together is even worth it anymore. I'm so tired of getting hurt but turning around and giving out chances over and over. I'm so tired of the lies and broken promises. I just want my little boy here for me to talk to face to face and realize I'm doin everything I can for him to have both of us but it don't seem like it's gonna be the both of us much longer. 😭😫