I really hope my next pregnancy is a normal one. that's all I ask for.
there is no guarantee that it would happen again. and it's normal to have that fear, but the doctors would watch you like a hawk with this pregnancy. You love your son and you're doing everything necessary to help him along in life, don't doubt yourself ever @proudmomma14
with my first son everything was fine until 33 weeks he was just born Noone knows why. no warning nothing. tried to stop it and it wasn't happening. I'm debating on having a second child. I dont want to deal with a month of nicu and up to 5 years of developmental Dr's for them to tell me I'm not raising my son right. he is shy and won't talk for the Dr's. I have to record everything he does and his whole Dr appt is videos. and if I cancel them they get on me that I'm depriving my son of the help he needs. they can't tell me why I had him so early. I'm honestly scared to have another baby.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
they told me once I have a premie once I have a 50/50 chance