i wanted to but there arnt any around here. i did drive hour away from home to go to a hospital that let me have natural birth and skin to skin immediately after birth then breast feed before cleaning him and 24/7 stays with me no nursery

Thank you @loveless

believe in yourself and trust your body

I recommend checking out indie birth, it's a website that provides free information on all things natural birth especially unassisted. it definitely helped educate me, but in my experience I learned the key factor in natural birth is belief, you have to surrender yourself to those higher energies that will come over you and doubt is a natural part of the process @iamaschmidt

I'm new to NC and heard it's really hard to find a midwife that will attend a home birth so I'm starting to lean towards unassisted if we are successfully able to conceive while here.

I had an unassisted home birth