So emotional right now. Having to officially let the father of my soon to be 2 kids go is really…

So emotional right now. Having to officially let the father of my soon to be 2 kids go is really bothering me. We were friends for almost 11 yrs together 4 yrs. I've finally came to a realization that he will never change and that hurts. I just wish he wasn't this person, he changed so much once we moved to his hometown. I just want this nightmare to be over now