My grandma came upstairs and asked if I could go do something for her and when I said no because I…
My grandma came upstairs and asked if I could go do something for her and when I said no because I can't walk that far she started going off. David decided to do it for her which he doesn't know what he's doing anyways. He came up and asked me to call someone for him (it has to do with my grandma) and I said no I'm not doing anything for her when she went off like that because it was uncalled for, she knows how badly this SPD can act up and knows I walked to the pop machine (literraly three houses away) and came back crying because I hurt so bad so for her to act the way she did I will not do anything for her as far as I'm concerned. David got really ignorant and called me a cunt and a bitch. I WILL NOT tolerate being called a cunt so I told him to leave and not come back. Heaven forbid I say no to her ONE time and heaven forbid David and I spend a day together without being interrupted. We need a day to just spend together and be alone from away HINTS why I locked my bedroom door so I didn't have any interruptions and we could watch a movie without being bothered. I can't wait till I get my own place cause I'll be alone just me and K in our own little place with no one allowed to come over. You wanna hang out you can meet me in public cause NO ONE except me and my daughter will be in that house. So now I'm locked in my room alone crying my eyes out because of the way they treated me. I'm done with them. Fuck that.
Aylin Rea·
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I apologize that you had to go through that. I have SPD as well, and I often don't feel like the people around me understand how excruciatingly painful it can be to even get your self up. Doing every day things are no longer an option for me.
Summer·
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@aylinrea, exactly. Even turning in bed is a serious struggle, walking to the bathroom is a struggle. standing for more then five minutes to get a shower is a struggle and no one around me understands because is till try to have a positive outlook on things and still try to enjoy my pregnancy as much as I can.
Aylin Rea·
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@rainbowbaby2015, well, I can't change the views of the people around you but I can say that I understand you. Hang in there for the both of us. Take it easy, and don't take any crap from anyone. Once your baby is here, it'll all be worth it. That is what I keep telling my self :)